I came back finding God running towards me =)

Its been so long since I last penned down my thoughts and journal like I has resoluted. It is a great pity considering how much have happened over the past few months. But no matter, cause here I am back to put down my thoughts and praying that through them I may acknowledge His grace.

For these past few months, His grace have been sufficient. I came to a deeper realization of what His grace means to me for I like the world have been misguided. I thank God for the books, musical(Thanks Matt), and very important people I call friends(though some of them I call bros) and of course my very own brother(from the same mother like how he always says it). They have been a tangible source of God's love to me and demonstration of how nothing could seperate me from the Love of God. Even as I just reviewed my own posts and a comment left anonymously, I realized how much God have endowed upon me and yet how I've chosen to live life my way and stubbornly seek myself, in the midst making decisions that I regret and mistakes that I can never right. But it is perhaps in my fraility that God's majesty and power(dunamis) may be shown, for I've experienced His strength when I find myself weak and ashamed.

Dear Lord I just want to come into acknowledgment of all that you've done for me. I may have stubbornly chosen my own ways but yet you've never given up on me. Your love so amazing and Your grace so sweet. Lord I can only ask that you keep me in your presence and never take your Hold Spirit away from me. Lord forgive me for being the prodigal son and thank you for receiving me just like how the father received the prodigal son in Luke15:11-32, GOD, YOU RAN! Lord its not the 1st time I realized this but yet I've still turned away from you... I may not be deserving of Your love nor Your grace but yet You have never been disappointed enough to say that You've had enough with me. What can I say but Thank You Lord.

P.S. to the anonymous commentor, if you do read this again, I want you to know that your words have been God sent and the knowledge of which you spoke about have inspired me to continue writing and I hope I'll not stop and that I'll be able to use my life to speak of God's great Love and grace =)