Self discovery

Today I had to go through and plan for AOP. It's something I haven't done for a very long time. In fact I seldom had much practice on it so was pretty nervous and anxious. What made it memorable was how 'professional' we were. I got to agree I was not really putting alot of effort but did try. I felt like I did most or all the work. Not true but thats how I felt. In any case I got humiliated too cause of the poor standard which I thought wasn't my fault. There was a moment that I tried to defend myself and then I caught myself. I guess its an image we all want to protray but its not as easy as it is. Protraying the image we want? ... Its just impossible. If some of us had a choice, I guess we wont be seen by others like how we are. But its a true eye opener to have some self discovery and at the same time exposure. I have so much more to learn and develop. More like you JESUS! =)