The More I Seek You

GOOD MORNING TO 2012!

It has been a blessed start for me this 2012 with the Lord as I worship yesterday in the presence of God during Service. It's sort of an expression of this song "The More I Seek You"

The more I seek you,
The more I find you
The more I find you, the more I love you

I wanna sit at your feet
Drink from the cup in your hand.
Lay back against you and breath, feel your heart beat
This love is so deep, it's more than I can stand.
I melt in your peace, it's overwhelming

More lyrics: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/k/kari_jobe/#share

I find myself captivated in His presence as I focused on His Love, Grace and His unrelenting chase after me. He has yet to give up on me and I find Him continually wooing and tugging at my heart. A few weeks back I told Paul through message that I miss God. I just seem to have walked so far away from Him. He replied back that God misses me too and I almost broke down in tears. There was something within me that recognized that it is the truth. He misses me too. Since then I've been wanting a break through. The short Church camp trip that I went didn't see me getting what I wanted but I just thought that it was a stepping stone from which I was able to experience what I experienced with Him yesterday.

I practically wailed and cried my heart out. I was crying out of shame, out of a heart that wanted God, that was so amazed by His Love and how much He has for me. I cried like a baby and I wailed and I wailed. It was such a release. It was so wonderful that I wanted more. The More I seek You, The More I find you, the more I find you, the more I LOVE YOU(LORD)! =')

His love for me so deep and real that I can't stand it and broke into tears after 2 praise songs. I've always felt that for you to tear during worship isn't too difficult. But praise? Praise which is uplifting, high tempo, cheerful? The moments that I have been truly touched by God, it wasn't the songs, the atmosphere that made me cry. It was the simple fact that God was here. He came! That's more then I can bear. The moments when I could feel His hands upon my face cupping them and assuring me of His love and presence. The peace that rest upon my heart, the lifting up of all the burdens off my shoulders in that moment is just so overwhelming!

You have to experience it to know what I'm talking about. The Lord is Good. Worship Him with this song and let His overwhelming peace melt you.