BREAKTHROUGH!

Finally! A breakthrough in the Spirit!

Initially as I worship, play and sing to 'Beautiful Saviour', it feels so routine and dry but I told myself to press on and for the longest time that I've not been touched or teared for so long, I FINALLY DID!

It just feels so good to let it out. It may not have been alot nor for very long but its a start.

For some background information, its very rare that you would see me cry. Some male ego issue I guess thats subconscious. But it becomes very natural for me to do so in front of the Lord even during service when there's lots of people. I just feel free with the Lord, He knows me and whats bothering me after all.

Its been a while too since I wanted to let out whats been surpressed inside of me, the pain and hurts that I do not talk about. Its just great to be able to let it out infront of God.

Thanks Lord, its encouraging to note that You're here with me and even as I am down trodden, You'll lift me up! Its what I need to grow myself and to be motivated to have that continuous conversation with you. =) Praise You!