Your pluses are great, example: Reliable, practical, integrity,helpfulness....................... but your minuses are terrible,e.g. stubbornness, close mindset, obsinate, short burst of temper,narrowmindedness......................!
It is very obvious you were hurt, disappointed and taken advantageof in the times of growing up and so you have shades which ou tendto put up to protect yourself from being vulnerable.
You have closed gates like Jerichos in your heart which causes yourdevelopment of worship and revelations to be slowed down, just likea many layer cake, worship and revelations has many layers, thinkwith your heart not always your brain, there are things which mustfirst be received in the heart than it can be embraced by the mind,as for the world it is the other way around.
Take a 300 days morning fast on soya or a glass of milk, focus onone passage of scripture of either of the four gospels and note downwhat you have discover through the revealing Rhema of the HolySpirit, if you can do that for 300 days, transformation will comeupon your personality and thought pattern, i wished i had you when iam much younger, if you don't overcome your perimeters of limitationyou will have trmendous struggles in your spiritual walk, mariage,finance and etc in the future.
Ps
I fasted then or perhaps I should say I went on a diet. I didn't eat every morning and stuck strictly to just milk but I didn't read much of the word or focused on it. I was just to preoccupied and lazy and I guess apathy has taken over me. I've become very passive in my walk with God and I've done nothing much to grow it. I lack motivation... I guess this is where grace comes in then.
My prayer is really for the apathy to be overwhelmed by Your Love and that I may be consumed by the fire that once burned so strongly in my heart. In Jesus' Name Amen!
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