As you would realize, I am someone that is highly inconsistent with my blog. And somehow it reflects how I am spiritually and also my life as a general whole. I thought I should make some sort of commitment and start life all over again. To start and continue to work on my misgivings and really to pursue after God and His will for my life.
I am actually at a crossroad of life wondering where my future lies for me now. I am very uncertain and fearful of making the wrong choices and ruining what God has in store for my life. Lord guide me and show me as you have with my decisions to stay in Singapore instead of going overseas to pursue my education.
There are a lot within myself that I am looking for an answer or understanding about too. I am currently trying to really work on my pride. One of the biggest issues that I think have affected my life in more ways than I thought it could. Pastor prayed and prophesied over me last week on the 6th Feb about a new phase of life, about how this chapter of my life will be one that God will teach me humility and that His great Love will be the agent of change. I think as the prophetic words say, I think I will be grateful to God for whatever way He intends to teach me humility. After all what can I bargain for if what He has in store for me is for my best and that He is sovereign right?
Lord I just pray that you will be with me throughout all this time. Pardon me for the times I have been unfaithful and I struggle against you to think that I know better. For the things I’ve done my way, the choices I make and the beliefs I choose to adopt which differ from yours, I am sorry. Your word says that even as we confess, you’re faithful to forgive so I shall hold on to your word and trust in your faithfulness despite my unfaithfulness. For you cannot deny yourself, the faithful one! Praise You!
Jesus I want to give you all the honour and glory for all that you can allow me to accomplish. You are the one giving me the opportunity, the one guiding me and the one that have arranged all things to allow me to have what I have. Lord to you I lift up myself! Let the struggles in my heart die in your presence. Teach me to be still and know you are good. Help me to appreciate that your Love is sovereign and that you have your plans. Resolve the bitterness in my heart and whatever that I am struggling with to believe that you are God and King! You know better, and you hold our lives in your hands. Who am I to question what is best. You have allowed some things to happen and I believe you will reveal your glory through all that has happened! I will learn to trust, have faith and hope in YOUR MIGHTY LOVE!!!
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